SOMEONE F'KIN CHANGED THE PASSWORD ON MY ACCOUNT!!!!!!! WHO THE FUCK DID THAT! I DEMAND ANSWERS!!! NOW!!!!!!!!!

I KNOW: Nothing...
I WANT: To be happ with myself
I HAVE: great friends
I WISH: I was loved by a guy
I HATE: close minded people
I MISS: Felice
I FEAR: gaining weight...
I HEAR: lonliness
I SEARCH: for love
I WONDER: how come..
I REGRET: to much
I LOVE: my family, my fisy, my kiwi, my pets
I ACHE: often...
I CARE: bout those who like me for me...
I ALWAYS: hide behind my hair
I NEVER: feel pleased with my looks
I AM NOT: perfect
I DANCE: in my room
I SING: To relieve stress and sadness
I CRY: never...
I DO: random shit
I FIGHT: with myself and anyone near me
I WRITE: my feelngs
I WIN:nothing
I LOSE: everyone .everything...
I CONFUSE: myself
I LISTEN: to my friends
I CAN USUALLY BE FOUND: in the dark
I NEED: sleep and food
I AM HAPPY: when Im with my puppy
I SHOULD HAVE: confidence

I am bored... tell me a joke lol

I've been havign a really crappy week or so.. I donno why... I havent been eating much... a total of a sandwhich a day basically... I've lost quite a bit of weight.. Im always hungry...but eating...can't be bothered I guess... I have no energy, Im alwys tired... bt I cant sleep... everyone seems to be pissed at me... I keep half blacking out... causing me to fall into walls at random moments... Im losing control of everything... my grasp on reality is dwindling... Im to tired and lazy to attempt to do anything... all my friends think Im mad at them cause Im not my usual self.. Im slow and boring... not the usual energetic bouncy me. I used to laugh at everything.. I cant remember the last I laughed... and it wasn't forced. I don't know what going on... I ended up binge-ing today... and threw up. If I eat I just feel sick... what is happening to me... *hangs head*

Hello everyone, I will be leaving deviant for about a week.. I may die I will miss y'all to much ahahha! I anticipate coming back to all the new diviations! see y'all soon!
~Grace